Plunge in fear
Embrace fear.
I felt compelled to share this entertaining post when I conquered this fear.
During my time in Amsterdam conducting research for my project, I happened upon a skyscraper with three swings perched on the 120th-floor terrace and it hung perilously on the parapet wall. I simply wished that I might give it a go at some point.
Coincidentally, I had a meeting on that side of the skyscraper the following day. With my meeting over, I decided to ascend to the observation deck and take a look around. The usher informed me that I would also need to purchase swing tickets if I wanted to visit the top of the building. Thinking I would pass the swing ride, I just pouched it.
I must have mustered some bravery while climbing to the top, so I reasoned that I should try swinging. And when I finally made it to the top? Oh my god, I was really at the top that terrified me. I could see Amsterdam from above like a helicopter, and I could see people like ants. However, I was unable to resist the temptation to sit on the swing because, in my opinion, doing so would have violated my right to respect. I worked up the bravery to enter the queue. There were three swings, with two seats on each. All I had to do was sit by myself. People behind me would start laughing, If thought of turn around. It has occurred to me that this may be my final journey on Earth. With the help of repeated prayers, I mustered the bravery to give up all of my possessions to the volunteers. For a while there, I was afraid I would die an anonymous death. Heheheh
I flipped my hat around and sat on the swing by myself. I prayed intensely and shut my eyes as soon as the ascent began for fear that I would faint or be unable to see the ground below. Out of nowhere, there was a jolt...that meant the swing was going to sway. I closed my eyes tightly. It began its oscillations at a fairly sluggish pace before picking up speed. After briefly opening them, I could make out the road leading down; my heart raced, and I quickly reverted to my newborn sleep-like state. I knew the ride was over and I was finally getting down when the oscillation was slow. I can hardly breathe now. Upon touching down, I experienced an overwhelming sense of power; nevertheless, as I gathered my possessions to return, I heard...
"I really apologise; I just couldn't hold the camera steady, sir!!" Unfortunately, you will not be able to take any footage or photographs as a freebie with this ride. I will gladly offer you another ride at no cost!
Ghosh, are I lucky or am I inviting death once more? Hehe.
After saying, "It's ok," I walked away and began to go down. I retreated, vowed to confront my fears, " I intend to dive in once more. Both the past and the future have been devoid of any significant events. I am certain in my abilities!"
I went back to the swing to overcome my fear, and the best part is that God offered me this opportunity for free. This time, though, I didn't close my eyes and thoroughly enjoyed the journey. Saw the ferries, roads, vehicles, buses, wide sky, Amsterdam Central Station, and more...
With those photos and a movie, I was able to retire. My fear told me horrible things will happen if I do this, but I've promised myself that I will overcome this fear and do it anyhow.
When I come back, I will bring someone special with me.
